Behind closed doors we heard their laughter and screams
And we rushed our clothes on
No bath, no shower, quick knicker change, a bit of lippy
We clock watched, grabbing every second of liberty and tuned out of the regular NightGarden
We open the bedroom door to release feeble goodbyes, ignoring pulls and tugs on our clothes for us to stay
We escaped parenthood for the night
As I giggled and he clinked the keys, we slammed the door shut and the cold bit our faces
Never mind
We left them sleeping at home and made the most of their aunt off duty
My Angels
I pulled him closer in the cold but his weight leant no warmth
I pulled my chin into my scarf and my eyes drew shut
And in that moment I wasn’t sure if my liberty was a sweet as it seemed
With a shuffle of my heels, we soon stepped into a dimly light,
shadow casting,
love promising,
wine drowning,
cocktail swaying bar
Closed off from the outside world; only the coming and going of guests let the outside in.
“I flirted and he smiled”
We sat perched up and I twirled my straw while he stroked my hand
I flirted and he smiled
And one sip after another the purpose of this establishment became apparent
Apparently the more you drank the sweeter it tasted
And the sweeter it got, the edges rubbed off
And everyone looked in the same sweet mood with the candle light flickering all over them
I did not want to leave my stool for I had sat down, for once, without a nag
or a poop
or a “mum”
or a “I want”
or a tug
or a jump
My body was my own for a minute, my bubble was intact, and my mind was shutting off
But He pulls me off my stool and reminds me of our dinner
Dinner
Bliss
I could have it hot for once
If it wasn’t for the fact that it was Sushi this time
The walk was horrible, my toes were out
In the height of sexy, I threw caution to the wind
But She threw it right back at me
Bitch!
He held my hand and I looked at him
And I was happy
I was happy
That it had been a long road to here
And I was happy about our story
And it was amazing when it’s amazing and hard when it’s hard
But all the more Happy
That Bitch hit me again
And then I complained
Of the Cold
Ha!
“That Bitch walked down the road with us again”
We reached our restaurant with love in the air
A safe place, we always felt our hearts on our sleeves there
A guaranteed romantic, fix any problems, talk of any issues
Get it off your chest haven
Guaranteed to make you feel in love again
But with a smile we were turned away
The Kitchen was closed
And our smiles turned to frowns
We asked the manager to ask the kitchen, please
I watched her in the kitchen waiting a second, two seconds, three seconds
Then she asked the chef
And his hat shook
So we left
Burger?
Burger?
Ok
That Bitch walked down the road with us again
And not so happy, we cursed the time
The cold
The chef
We needed one minute, two minutes, three minutes back to eat
Never mind
We held hands
“I didn’t realise he was worried”
From a distance two headlights soared up the road towards us
The car bounced with the gear change
And the engine’s noise in the silent night grew louder
The smoke travelled up thickening the dark air
We took some steps forward
Our pace
slowed
down
He clutched my hand
I wasn’t sure why
I thought he was doing his normal car watching
I didn’t realise he was worried
“I screamed”
The car sped faster, grew closer
The lights got brighter, bigger and the noise got louder
The time stood still
But in a blink
It swerved into the curve of the road, with the screech of a tire
Going too fast the driver couldn’t recover
And as it tried to pull forward
At 70 miles per hour
My hair flicked round as my head turned to watch this personal race fail
Smash into the parked cars and jump straight across the pavement.
He held my hand
I screamed
He jumped
FUCK
The car was 3 meters away from us
Are you okay honey? He shouted
The car was 3 meters away from us
The lights were so bright
One Two Three
And now the smoke was so high
The car was destroyed, and so was the one in front of it and the one in front of that one
He let go of my hand and ran to the offender
Dead he must be, I couldn’t see
The door swung open, miraculously the driver jumped out
Swearing and cursing
Pushing and shoving
And then I scrambled to my phone
I didn’t feel the cold anymore while I stood there watching this commotion
This short man bouncing on drugs and adrenalin trying to flee
My husband and passer bys trying to contain him
Finally the sirens were heard
I didn’t feel the cold anymore
He was face down on the floor cuffed and sat on
I wondered how cold the pavement must’ve been on his cheek
He took my hand and walked us to the late night Chinese Take Away
Chinese, my mind didn’t comprehend
Silence consumed us, numb
Where was that Bitch when you needed her
To remind you and make you feel again
We got home and we didn’t eat, we hardly spoke
I went straight up the stairs to my babies
My angels
We were only 3 meters away
My angels
Slept soundly, safely in their beds
We then went to bed and thanked our Angels
Really liked this piece and style of writing , really felt like i was in the moment with you and your husband …. As i say if you can’t then mindthe gap…
Drive”
Fantastic writing style..
So clear I feel like I was there myself.
Keep these coming, there a great read..
Im glad you enjoyed it!
loved this, very profound…
thanks!! thank you for stopping by!
oh wow! sucha sexy aaand dangerous story!
hahah! thanks! thanks for stopping by
beautiful